I fall inlove with my best Friends It all happened years ago, back when I was still in high school. Back to time when I first fell in love. It was my freshmen year in high school and was very ecstatic with my high school life. Not wanting to welcome my high school life with a tardiness slip in my hand, I ran furiously through the halls when I suddenly bumped unto someone. I didn’t know that that little accident could blossom into a very fruitful relationship. The person I bumped unto is my best friend. That’s basically how we first met. From then on, we started hanging around each other. We enjoyed each other’s company. We were always together. We were inseparable. He was always there whenever my girlfriends bails out on me. He’s patient enough to always wait up for me. And I’m telling you I move too slowly and to wait up for me takes a lot of patience. He’s basically the perfect guy for me. Pero syempre uunahan ka na ng mga sa demonyong pag-iisip na, you’re just best friends and that’s all you could ever be. So, wala ka ng magagawa kundi ibaling sa iba ang lintik na pagtingin na yan. But no matter how hard I try, to the point na itali mo na sa puno ng balete yang lintik na muscle sa dibdib mo na kung tawagin eh puso, I still can’t help it. I’m slowly falling for my best friend.
It’s prom time. The school had this crazy idea that the girls should be the ones to ask the guys out. That really sucked. I was about to ask my crush to go to the prom with me, pero being the cutest guy in campus, he obviously already had a date and it’s not me. Bad trip. 1 week na lang prom na, wala pa rin akong date. So ano pa ba ang dapat gawin? Eh di syempre takbo kay ever dearest best friend.
“Best, still don’t have a date sa prom.” Sabi ko.
“So? Ano gusto mong gawin ko? Maging date mo?” he asked. Then I just looked at him. Making pacute. At syempre alam nya na kung ano ibig sabihin nun. Kaya nga sya naturingang best friend eh.
“Fine! I’ll go to the prom with you.” Sabi nya. Eh di masaya na ko. Sa wakas may date na ko. Lam ko naman na he’ll never let me down eh. Sya pa eh, ever dearest ko nga un eh. Hehehe..
Eto na. The night that I’ve been waiting for. Of course todo ayos ako. He came to our house to pick me up. At take note, he’s on time. J He was patiently waiting for me downstairs when I came down the stairs. He stood up and looked at me in awe. I hope. Pro when I saw him, I was totally blown away. Grabe! Hindi ko alam ganito pala kagwapo best friend ko! Too bad! Best friends lang kami! Sinuot nya sakin ung corsage and then went on our way to the prom. We had such a blast. Everyone was saying, “You look good together.” And “Ang cute nyo tignan!” syempre, sobrang flattered naman kami. Last dance of the night na. He asked me to dance and syempre I said yes. Pakipot pa ba ako? Syempre hindi na noh. Syempre talk kami about stuff.
“You look great tonight.” Sabi nya. Eh di na flattered naman akoh
“Thanks. So do you.” Sabi koh. I was just telling the truth. After a moment of silence, bigla xa nagsalita.
“Tingin mo pwede maging tayo?” bigla nya tinanong.
“If ever? Why not! I’m not closing my door to anyone naman eh!” sabi koh. Kasi
true naman eh. Kung alam nya lang.
“Willing to give it a try?”
“You mean tayo? Okei lang sakin.”
“So, tayo na?”
“As in right now? Kei lang.” Sabi koh with a smile.
“Tayo na nga? Don’t worry, pag ‘di nag work out, PARE pa rin tayo. Trip lang. just
a try.”
“Sure. Cge tayo na.” Sabi koh and we danced the night away.
Time to go home na. Before leaving his car, we said our usual goodbyes. Lam
moh un, ung mga see you tom, gudnyt, kol u tom, txt u later, the usuals. When I was about to get out of his car, hinawakan nya kamay ko and looked intently into my eyes.
“What’s wrong?” ask koh, kaw ba naman hindi ma curious eh, bigla ka ba namang tignan ng ganun. Pro, xmpre ask koh un w/ pacute na smile.
“Can I kiss you?! Sa cheeks lang poh.” Sabi nya sabay nagblush. Kinilig akoh, so I said yes. He held my head and leaned over to kiss me on the cheeks. It was warm, soft and gentle. “Cge, ingatz sa pagdrive.” That was all I can say. Pagpasok ko sa room koh, grabe!! Kilig akoh!! As in!! He had never looked at me like that before. I know what you guys are thinking. Napakatanga ko para pumayag diba?! But what can I do?! I was already falling for him. And when I finally had a chance to call him mine, I quickly grabbed it. Kahit na sabihin nyo na hindi ganon ka seryoso, at least I could say na, once in my life he was mine.
Mabilis kumalat ang balita. The next day, alam na halos ng buong school na kami na. At first, we were too shy to admit it, pro sa sobrang kakulitan ng mga friends namin, wala na kaming ibang nagawa kundi umamin. Graduation na. Still going strong pa rin kami. You’d think na we’ve gotten serious na. Ewan koh lang. There are times na serious, may times na hindi. Pero I was secretly hoping na we are. On the day of our graduation, our families celebrated together. Oh diba?! Legal kami! Hehehe….
College na kami. Unfortunately, magkaiba kami ng schools. And that’s when things started to get complicated and hard to handle between us. To the point na we had that talk. Alam moh un, ung THE TALK. It happened on our 2nd anniversary. While having dinner, bigla sya nagsalita.
“Baby, can we talk. You know. About us?!” he asked.
“Sure. Bakit?! Is there something wrong?” I asked him back.
“Di ba sabi natin dati na pag hindi na tayo nag workout, we can set each other free na?” sabi nya.
Uh-oh!! Ano toh?!?! Oh no! this is not happening!!!
“Kasi nahihirapan na koh. I don’t think it’s still working out for me.” He continued.
Ayos ka din noh!!! Hahanap ka lang ng timing para makipag break, anniversary pa natin!!! Wala ka sa ayos Best!!! !@#$ ka!!! Anong gusto moh sabihin koh?!?! Nahihirapan ka?! Tingin moh sakin?! All these years, nagpapakasaya lang?!?! Ayos ka din noh!!! Kung alam moh lang mga pinagdaanan koh para lang sayo!!! !@#$!!!
“Okay. If that’s what you want.” Sabi koh. ! Nag pakamartyr na naman akoh!!!
“One question lang. is there another Girl?!” tanong koh sa kanya. I nervously waited for his answer. He looked in my eyes. Then slowly nodded.
“Meron. Classmate koh sa physics. I'm so sorry.” Sabi nya.
Sorry?!?! Anong sorry?!?! Makakain koh ba yang sorry na yan?!?! Mababalik ba nyan ung dati?!?! Sagutin moh nga akoh?!?!? Anoh?! Langya! Bigla bumagsak mundo koh nun. I felt like dying na. I wanted to cry at mag eskandalo dun pero I can’t. Ginusto koh toh eh. Paninindigan koh katangahan koh. With my hands trembling, I slowly reached for my purse. Kinuha koh ung gift koh for him. I was so to think and hope na in our 2 years span of relationship, he had already learned to love me more than his best friend. In a blink of an eye, all my hopes are gone. Binigay koh sa kanya ung gift. Ayaw pa nga nya tanggapin nung una eh. But I insisted. So he gave in and accepted it na rin. It was a bracelet with our names inscribed on it. At the back it says, "Bestfriends forever!” I guess “Best” is all we could ever be to each other.
in reality im a Girl, not a Boy
at Dun natapos ang pagiging masayaq kasama ang bestfriend ko na naging Boyfriendq T_T
pati ngayun naala ku parin yung bestfriend kung yun
Eto yung Favorite song ko para sakanya
Kung san kaman ngayun sana maging masayaq
https://youtu.be/LMqVi1wNbCY 
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. Di ko pa ma gets noon una kung oo or hindi, tapos sabi niya " Anu ka ba? SMILE means YES!". 
